the ugly stuff always comes out

Why did I start I blogging?
Well I am not so sure , the easiest answer to that probably would be " everyone else is doing it, why shouldn't I".But may be somewhere in the back of mind ( a really dark and twisted place where no one should go) I felt that writing down what I felt would help me sort out my life ( and transfer the torture to the very, very few readers of this blog).Though in reality I do realize a blog isn't going to help me reorganize my life. At best I could hope it would help me kick my daydreaming habit.Even that, probably is aiming too high.